Stay right Here
written by Johnny Rebellio...
Dear Diary,
This one feels old. Having been written close to the sea it always brings me back to the shore. Sometimes it just all comes together and it feels right. it works out right. I love this song. Let me share it with you.
Source: https://teia.art/objkt/775596
Played it to myself over and over and over again. Like that famous torture method. It brought me (after quite some time of reflection) a very powerful message on how to make my problems my friends. Whenever I would pick up the guitar, I can start this simple pattern and motion will carry itself to the end. It guides my thoughts into acceptance.
Singing these gets personal. Songs like this one, who stick are specially intense. Almost cathartic to me. The ghost of the past, future and present coming together telling me something about the nature of consciousness of life. Something we all know. Coming out of a depressive phase, it took some run-ups to finish. Lots of force and letting go, push and pull involved. Very much in line with the ocean aesthetics I feel going along with it.
Getting to know ones own creative process is a very illuminating activity. Shedding masks faster, shaving of the persona that was so carefully curated over decades, peeling away like an onion/ogre.
It feels so free.
I hereby solemnly swear that I will do this song justice one day! Good. Now that we have successfully prevented that from ever happening. I went a bit more experimental this time with the rythm. Try and errorerrorerrorerrrrroorroror.
Last Sunday a couple of people bought something produced by me, through me. The first time that happened. Ever. It was overwhelming. It still is. So much gratitude and love is kinda hard to take for a tiny heart. I'm not saying you should go ahead and test that. I'm also not saying we shouldn't at least try.
I love this place. Seriously. It taught me so much already. Showing me new things every day. Thanks to everyone for being magnificent.
So here was a little bit of me. Hoping to get to know you all a little bit better soon.
Good morning, good evening or good night. Wherever you may be.